sonuva...

hiding behind the laptop, in a bar. Bukowski would be ashamed.

actually, i bet if he could drag an Underwood to a bar and crank out some words with a bottle in front of him, he'd be pretty goddamn happy. technology isn't such a bad thing after all.

a town called malice.

I'm back, baby. Gonna try to keep this updated as an excuse to write more. We'll see how that goes.

Getting down to it, what the fuck is wrong with me? Why can't I meet a girl who doesn't turn into a shallow stupid person? Actually, strike that. Argh, fuck that noise. I have an open question to the female gender: Why do you treat the really nice guys who love you like shit?

we're screwed.

four more years of Shrub. dammit. part of me wants to go trolling for a nice Canandian girl to marry, my smarter half knows i should stay right the fuck where i am, 'cos i ain't no quitter. i'd rather be part of the solution. shit, maybe i should consider politics... it's gonna take a good chunk of my lifetime at least to clean up after monkeyboy and his corporate stooges...

in less depressing news, i won a new distortion pedal on ebay. there will be rawk soon. yes...

8.55 checkin

it's too close to call apparently. good. keep yr fingers crossed, folks...

arrgh.

well, i'm off to vote, no thanks to the state board of elections, who haven't mailed me my fucking voter card yet... dammit. i'll probably have to file a provisional ballot, if they don't accept my paystub with misspelled name and street address as proof of residence. oh, well...

more later...

ow. ow. shit. ow.

jammed my elbow into the corner of a metal file cabinet at work today, and it fucking hurts like hell and two of my fingers are still numb. i'm broke, i have a fuckload of ebay shit to pay for, and mor importantly, my rent's short $85, which i have no fucking idea how i'm gonna get.

oh yeah, i'm hungry, horny and need a beer or three.

i miss Submerge...

sitting here listening to Submerge's second album, and damn, it makes me just shake my fucking ass. god, that was a great band.

i need to be making music. soon...

canadians!!!

there's a canadian passed out in Meesh's tub right now. i put gel in his ear. zOMG LOL INNANETS!!!111eleven!!

i'm a dork.

blues drive monster

wow. for the first time since august, i'm not worried about paying my rent. i'm not stressed. back to my old self: getting drunk and hitting on lesbians... and eating crappy 7/11 food at 2 in the morning... and hiccups...

it sucks a little less to be me right now...

yay.